Can I kick it? No, you can't.

Where Is My Mind?

I've let this thing go in a terrible way, and I won't make excuses. The past couple of weeks I've been busy with the new thing, but before that, I had time. I don't really know why I didn't write, except that I guess I didn't feel like it.

A lot of things going on in the world. Hurricane season starts up in two months, Iraq is worse than ever, Jack Abramoff is going to jail. There are a million things to write about, but I feel pretty fried. The new thing requires a lot more focus and effort, and I'm just kicking myself. Actually, it's a lot of fun, and I need a challenge like this. But it's draining, I have to admit.

I've not done a very good job staying in touch with people in my life, and that's been kind of an ongoing thing with me. Moving around a lot will do that to you, but with e-mail and free long distance, I really don't have any excuse. Most of the time, I don't even get far enough along in this particular thought to even bother promising that I'll do better, so at least I can say that "I'm going to try," and not have past failures haunting me. But, you know, I'll probably end up slacking on it. I just know myself too well. Just know that I am at least sincere, and decide for yourselves whether or not that counts for anything. And, you know, call me.

I'm Flighty

I just can't seem to hold a job. Last June, I quit my full-time job as my part-time one became full-time. It's been a good switch for me, not just the working less, but working in a field that allows me to be creative. It's a definite plus, and it's the kind of work that is a hell of a lot better than most. I complain a lot, but I know I'm certainly lucky in regard to the job. I've certainly labored far harder for far less.

Now, I'm ditching that job for another, similar one. I think it's going to take a lot more effort, but I'll definitely be more engaged in what I do. Long term, it's probably the best move I can make. We shall see...

Thursday, March 30, 2006

Friday, March 03, 2006